Truth: I have known his soul for nine years. He told me he was coming and would be my son 9 years before he was born.
Truth: He told me his name is Matthew.
Truth: In those nine years, I forgot about it and let it go for much of the time. I wasn’t ready. During the last two years, we were actively trying and hoping every month.
Truth: An OB-GYN told me I would not be able to get pregnant due to low AMH levels. After that, I started working with Elaine.
Truth: Every time I worked with Elaine, I felt a renewed sense of purpose and validation in where I was in this journey toward meeting my baby. I felt comforted, never pushed.
Truth: Elaine helped me visualize my truths and accompanied me on this journey every step of the way with consistent, positive, loving, and factual input.
Truth: I worked with a fertility clinic while also working with Elaine. I slightly felt like I was cheating on her, haha. However I told her about it, and she fully embraced my process, acknowledging her role as not only physical but spiritual. She encouraged me to do anything in the physical that I intuitively felt necessary.
Truth: The fertility clinic did their own testing and did not see a problem with my AMH levels. I had been working with Elaine for about 6 months.
Truth: My husband and I had given ourselves a goal of being pregnant by my 40-something birthday or accepting that we needed to let it go. We found out that I was pregnant with Matthew 1 and 1/2 weeks before that 40-something birthday arrived.
Truth: Elaine gave me a visual of my family, including our new baby son, having a family photo taken just before Christmas time. It resonated so much that I knew it to be true. This became an image in my mind of certainty to come.
Truth: Elaine also shared a visual with me at a bridge, which became my soul meeting place with my soon-to-be son. On one side of the bridge was where he was coming from, and on the other side of the bridge was where he was going, where I stood (earth). During my pregnancy, he invited me to come to his world and get to know him every time I visited the bridge. Then toward the last month of my pregnancy, he crossed the bridge into mine and let me hold him. This is the visual I clung to.
Truth: I was extra cautious during my pregnancy, but I held tightly to those beautiful visuals I shared with Elaine of the family photo and visiting him at the bridge.
Truth: My labor was dangerous. I had a placental abruption and a uterine rupture, one of which caused his heart to stop and the doctors to order an emergency C-section.
Truth: The operating room was swarming with medical professionals, probably 12 to 20 of them, all with extreme looks of fear on their faces. If I went off their faces, something really bad was happening. I could not search for Truth in their faces, for my spirit wasn’t in that room with them. My spirit was with my baby at our bridge. I was holding him in my world, and he was telling me, “I am here, and I am staying.”
Truth: His heart started beating. NICU was not needed because he was perfectly healthy. I recovered as well. It was a miracle all around. We celebrate his one-year birthday this weekend.
Truth: We took that family photo. It is printed on canvas and hangs all year round in our home.
Let Elaine share your Truths with you.
